I still don’t know what I was waiting for
And my time was running wild
A million dead-end streets
Every time I thought I’d got it made
It seemed the taste was not so sweet
So I turned myself to face me
But I’ve never caught a glimpse
Of how the others must see the faker
I’m much too fast to take that test
— “Changes” written and performed by David Bowie
It’s that time again, change is happening.
A hiatus in writing out my thoughts to focus living, led to a long period of change. All largely positive. I’ve worked hard on finding my center. On rediscovering my passions.
My focus for 2016 was to focus on ME.
I’ve spent a long time in the pattern of caring for others and not very well paying attention to myself… even when lovingly pushed to do so. A lifelong habit I fully credit to my mother, who is so selfless and giving of her love and time. (I couldn’t ask for a better role model in life than her.)
And so the changes begin here. A new format on a quiet blog in the whispers of the internet. Trying desperately to figure out how to not only have menu options but fill them. Definitely going to be a work in progress there, please be patient and don’t judge if it’s long coming! Content doesn’t seem to be sparse in my mind, but how to make the site work the way I want is a bit challenging. I know I need to spend some time on it. But at least I’m liking my new color scheme and set up. Makes the creativity a bit easier.
I’ll be taking this up again on a more regular basis. Hopefully my new journey will be of interest to some. If not, at least I can say I’m continuing the work that only I can do.